boredagain

HAI HAI! so these past days are like shit..and like im just NUMB lah.im so sick of life

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kk look its meeee in that pic up there!!

look ! im wearing primary school shirt! hahaha! its loose, i lost weight! FCUK yea!

THURSDAY~~

its thursday! so fun man! had fun slapping mathew when he says something wrongly. ah, had sooooooooooo much fun with gian:D everybody should be proud of me, i join hai sing got talent and its SOLO! im so scared! but i have lovely friends who loves and support me:DD

like, tessa, patricia, naridarh, syahada, ronald, nicole, ayu, gian maybe! ahh i love all my friends:D they are soooooooooooo sooooooo sooooo fun! im lucky to know this people. and i miss su and nelle! hahaha! so glad we are talking again!:D

bored

another post for you "readers" LOL. well, everthing in my life is confusing, VERY VERY tired of the same routine, we talk then like everything is back to normal, then suddenly it all stops, and we walk past each other without a word, no eye contact whatsoever, it hurts. then he talks to me again, then the whole thing starts again, im trying to ignore him, but i cant.. sucks to hell, aiyaaaaaaaa. well, friends are there, i will probably join sch talent search thing, im not sure, but all i know it, that .. i feel empty and alone, im not lonely but im alone, hope it makes sense to you.. but ill trust God, cause i know he will be there to guide me always, ALWAYS. hopefully one day i'll have the strength to forget him, i really do. cause, everything some random memories will pop in my head, and some of those are the hurt he caused me, flashbacks follow, and i dont want to keep on going through all that pain. he is NOT worth my tears. NO NO.. but now, im kinda happy, that like they dont hurt as much, and one day, HOPEFULLY they wont even hurt at all. looking back at the tears made me laugh, but i didnt know is that looking back at the laughs will make me tear

nothing to do

well today was sports carnival.. uhh. im like BBQ! im so dark. like dark-er.. yeaaa.. so now. im on twitter talking to triscia and baby;P haha and well today i was like walking aroung with alleza, saw little bro, his nose kenna by soccer ball. poor thing:/ and my class won in soccer, had second prize in the tug of war. ALTON POWER MANZXS!!! and er ate with alleza and stepahie. had fun with jams with the horn blaster thingy shit.. what else happened oh my form teacher played soccer.. hahhahahha! EPIC!!!! and uh teachers and red house vs in tug of war, red house win. my bro house.. damn it we only got second prize. oh well better than nothing. jonas got seconf prize in soccer. he got a trophy.. and uhh now im just tired so yea. bored so i updated

this is how i look now, why am I telling you? I just wanna:D

pretty? yea right....-.-"

okay joey.. updated luh!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

starting new

hey all. sorry for not blogging, i dont think anyone care.. holidays are boring.. during sch your like i cant wait for the holidays! and now it is boring.. uhh !!!